Guess its not that easy....Life is truly unfair

Its 11th February 2011, Friday nite....here I am dunno where to start....where was I? new year greetings to everyone? and left for Kota Bharu spending some quality time with my darling mom. Someone said I am always against all odds....probably being the youngest in the family of 11, I could learn more and see more. My heart sinks, when I heard my old sick aunty has been sent to "Rumah Kenangan", (old folks home) I keep asking myself why? why that has to happen? My father would be sad to know this. I was still very young, how I wish I am older and financially stable.

Here we go again....year 2015

Thot I can continue writing but been busy giler, sejak dua menjak ni must start writing balik coz my Sifu said so and I believe I should.  I just got back from this very intensive soul searching, brainwashing, mind-setting programme yang belum pernah I attended before all my life.  Kenapa I tak jumpa dia 20 years ago?  maybe I dah boleh jadi Tycoon by now.  Believe it or not once you dah join his session you would want to go to his other session effortlessly. Right now, I just wanna continue from where I left....I want to retire rich and have passive incomes.  Tak payah nak pening-pening kepala.  What worries me most is bila kita dah tua, sakit and no money. 

Next is for now,  I have this dream to achieve, its for my son.  He is damn talented but Luck was not on his side.  Oh well, this is my biggest achievement once this project take off.  I want to work really hard this time. Semoga dia akan menjadi seorang Artis yang disegani dan Pengarah filem yang berkualiti dan ternama.   Don't worry Nabil, for now I will do whatever it takes to support your career.  I know you are good at what you are doing and don't ever give up walaupun kita gagal.  I am so proud you coz have come up with your latest single title "Beku" a lovely ballad and insya Allah its going to be HIT!!!  (my sifu said, apa yang kita kata adalah satu DOA)....Ameen

HOme Sweet HOme

Its been quite awhile since the last time....oh well I realised it wasn't easy though juggling between everything and to keep posting. I guess I find myself a perfectionist, maybe or too fussy? I just want to be with my very ill mom especially now....she needs me, my little 1st grandchild, Safia, my youngest Madihah, my talented Nabil and Najihah and most of all my hardworking darling hubby. ....Last Monday I took my dear sisters Kak Yati and Kak Baby for a biz talk...feeling gud about it. I have this big dream but dunno if I have enuf energy and time....insya Allah with god permission I just want to do it....lets do it

Sigh.....

Last day of 2010....I'm looking ahead and hoping to change things that I used to do back then...somehow too much in my head to complain about. Selalunya I dont fancy people who always complain but I guess I am now and I am gonna be one! If you agree wif me....generally are they all like that? I wanna do the right thing but always ended up not doin it!!!! but still I will do the right thing but it gets harder each day.....ooooppps got to go now will catch up later, goin to celebrate new year count down with my dear ones...:)